The Seeking

Now is the time to reach out before I find myself on the edge of existence (The edge of existence) Evolving from an agonising birth Dark days eclipsing draining all self-worth Dreams of hideous splendour begin Conceal the faith and seek redemption Dark days eclipsing draining my worth Dark days eclipsing I’m growing weary of destroying all the evidence I'm growing uncertain of the outcome With all these constant reminders of where I've gone and what I've seen When you said you were searching I hoped that you’d find me When you said you were searching I hoped that you’d find me now (When you said you were searching) When you said you were searching I hoped that you’d find me now (When you said you were searching) Searching Living in oceans of assaulted tranquility Only a shadow, I have inaudibly fallen through Everything that I longed for was right before my eyes (Before my eyes) Neglected, abandoned As you walked away and called back my name I knew then I had made a mistake Crashing into the harsh reality that things will never be the same (They won’t be the same) I'm dead to you I'm dead to you forever I can never get back what I chose to throw away Dreams of bliss repeat my name Choices made without the heart, now despised Choices made without the heart, now despised When you said you were searching I hoped that you’d find me I know you're seeking more I know that you're searching I know you're seeking more I hoped that you'd find me I know you're seeking I know that you're searching I know you're seeking I know that you're searching Searching

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Feb 20, 2026