A Life Less Necessary
Well I know I went too far And I admit that I'm defeated Was this the lipstick in my vomit, That told you that I had cheated? A rookie mistake Never was a pro Our love has always been Like World War II It's a long time ago I stay close to the ground To lessen the sound Of the whip as it cracks, When they let loose the hounds What bleeds must be butchered, So now it all ends here You say I'll die alone, Well baby, I don't care I don't care!... I don't! My dirt is so thick, It ain't worth it coming clean So I stick to what I know Denying everything I know, I know There's no excuse But at least it won't make You feel any worse When all hell breaks loose I never asked for an easy life I just wanted something stable It hasn't served me forgiveness So I've left the fucking table Every single time it just keeps Getting tougher Leaving me only with a new heart In which to suffer What bleeds must be butchered, So now it all ends here You say I die alone, Well baby, I don't care In between heartbeats there's A silent grind That even my fears can not hide It's the sound of my own flesh Being eaten from the inside From the inside Every single time it just keeps Getting tougher Leaving me only with a new heart In which to suffer What bleeds must be butchered, So now it all ends here You say I die alone, Well baby, I don't care I don't care
Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 26, 2025
They fuck you up, your mom and dad The may not mean to, but they do When I look into the eyes of a child I see nothing but future, fear, and misery Whether mine or his, it's certainly there 90 flavors of sorrow and fear They fill you with the faults they had And add some just for you Born naked and crying, that's TKO. And in the first round?! You still wanna go? I'm an idiot, but I'm not stupid Pass on my misery? Even I wouldn't choose it I'm never gonna save the day And maybe you will find another Maybe just another way And maybe I'm broken down But baby you will have another Living in the safe and sound This is far from the best result possible But it's the best possible result When I look into the eyes of a child I see nothing but my inherited misery Whether mine or his, it's obviously there, generations of failures and fear Man hands on misery to man It deepens faster than the nation's coastal shelf Get out as early as you can And don't have any kids yourself Born naked and crying, that's TKO. And in the first round?! You still wanna go? I'm an idiot, but I'm not stupid Pass on my misery? Even I wouldn't choose it I'm never gonna save the day And maybe you will find another Maybe just another way And maybe I'm broken down But baby you will have another Living in the safe and sound
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025
Even my fears are afraid, But I don't wanna feel alone together The doors are locked, And I'm praying to God That this time it will be forever Picking at the scabs of my mind And knowing just what I will find I'm sorry! Sorry! We all have our demons: mine is sobriety. These four walls, that's my society. A toothless dog don't need a bone. I'm sorry, mom. I still drink alone. Where the fuck is the life I was promised? I've got picture, but no reception You have to understand That by locking you out I am showing you affection So whoever is reading this, consider it an autopsy Cause life... That word just don't mean anything to me. We all have our demons: mine is sobriety. These four walls, that's my society. A toothless dog don't need a bone. I'm sorry, mom. I still drink alone. Home is where the heart is So what was it I missed, The home or a heart bit? Down in the sneak pit Just praying to get bit I know you're worried I'm sorry! I said I'm sorry! We all have our demons: mine is sobriety. These four walls, that's my society. A toothless dog don't need a bone. I'm sorry, mom. I still drink alone.
I've been good for weeks now I'm telling ya I'm in control I've got my shit together I know when I should fold It's just tonight nothing at all to fear You'll be with me all the time it's not like I could run off anywhere I go right home, but I won't be alone A thousend in cash and a mobile phone I don't know how I'll stop I sure can't tell you when I am lost in that whirpool again Don't think I'll ever stop Can't see a reason why Only dying makes me feel, feel alive It's that constant burden of trying to make it bearable When my life is so fucked up and so far from reparable That make me look for that final nail for my coffin It's way past midnight but I find hundreds in the nothing (The same lies I've told everybody including myself a hundred times) I go right home, I won't be alone A thousend in cash and a mobile phone I don't know how I'll stop I sure can't tell you when I am lost in that whirpool again Don't think I'll ever stop Can't see a reason why Only dying makes me feel alive Wide awake, I never went to bed Naked by the window, And the sun is pissing red My hands look rusty, guess my nose has bled Then I remember what my father said, what he said I don't know how I'll stop I sure can't tell you when I am lost in that whirpool again Don't think I'll ever stop Can't see a reason why Only dying makes me feel alive
Submitted by Pestilence — Apr 26, 2025
There's only one way out of here We all know what the ticket costs You pay by drowning all your fears An icy pain and then you're lost Life ain't dice It never rolls nice Not even twice There's no such thing as a hard bullet Only a sweet whisper Soft as a feather Just like a kiss between brother and sister The last secret whisper Silenced forever They train you to go the distance What if you want it to end faster? Further rounds means further beating To me that spells disaster Life ain't dice It never rolls nice Not even twice There's no such thing as a hard bullet Only a sweet whisper Soft as a feather Just like a kiss between brother and sister The last secret whisper Silenced forever One final touch and a sharded secret Make for a dead yearning That will live forever Though most things die All the bridges we're burning They will keep on hurting into the never We all keep on hurting Into the never
Submitted by Celtic Frost — Apr 26, 2025
It was far from a phase That would hastily pass Rapidly approaching Critical mass Her heart in my hands My heart in the trash Guess love never pays When you're all out of cash She asked: Anything that I can do to make you feel allright I said: Sure, engrave me into history. White on white She said: If you are to be any worse, you'd have to be twins I said: I'll race you to recovery. Last one wins Stranger rhymes with danger And knowing nothing would change her I chose to let her be Just a stranger to me Every journey that I make Paved with failures and mistakes After she left, I missed what I lost So I lost myself, not much of a cost This dog won't hunt Never had a lot of will Sure have had a lot of won'ts Wonder if I ever will Belong She asked: Anything that I can do to make you feel allright I said: Sure, engrave me into history. White on white She said: If you are to be any worse, you'd have to be twins I said: I'll race you to recovery. Last one wins Why won't you ever listen? This dog won't hunt!!!
Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 26, 2025
I had a dream last night, not a nightmare, something sweet Someone rewound this fucking movie and gently pushed delete I'm not kidding I never happened I woke up thinking there might be some hope after all Then it hit me I've got nothing A piece of rock where my heart should have been, lifeless and small The feeling that it's over Finally something to be savoured My every fucking heartbeat Like a bullet being chambered Like a bullet being chambered There comes a time when you can't hide All the tiny crosses of your life Tomorrow is for the others, for the young at heart, who cares I live for the blank pages at the end, and I'm already there Call me pathetic Call me a coward I won't hear you cause I'm out of here before you start to cry If the never And forever Go happily together, there can be silence if you yty Nothing ever gets better Not for anyone It never gets easier We burn in the sun Don't tell me that given time I will cope Cause the only thing worse than living is hope So let the sun break through the fog And put me down like a rabid dog The feeling that it's over Finally something to be savoured My every fucking heartbeat Like a bullet being chambered (Deliever my soul from the sword, my love for the power of the dog) Like a bullet being chambered There comes a time when you can't hide All the tiny crosses of your life The feeling that it's over Finally something to be savoured (I've been living som much only the promise of death keeps me alive) My every fucking heartbeat Like a bullet being chambered (A tidal wave is coming) Like a bullet being chambered (Tie me to the bridge)
Submitted by Morgoth — Apr 26, 2025
It can't be like this forever It's too much for me If you are my friend, and I am yours, then please avoid me For old times sake, stay away I'm through with living my life yesterday It can't be like this Not forever Take my eyes and try to see Hear them calling. All the others so afraid to do Why this world was never meant for me Something in a world searching for just one single clue And give me yours, I'd love to cry It's always the same when a dead man fails to be I should not look happy when I die Something that won't die when that man is you There ain't no time for forgiveness Confessions way too late Let me leave in peace, you can save your words. There's nothing left to say It's not the end It's the start Of a life without failure, without heart Take my eyes and try to see Hear them calling All the others so afraid to to Why this world was never meant for me Something in a world searching for just one single clue And give me your, I'd love to cry It's always the same when a dead man fails to be I should not look happy when I die Something that won't die when that man is you A spine of lies All thins die Bleed me dry
Submitted by The Void — Apr 26, 2025
Just turned 37 But already way way too old To understand just half the things I am constantly being told Whatever happened to time And not constantly being fed Useless information About lives I haven't led Existence should be singing but it has no voice All these opportunities but still it has no choice But to offer it's opinion like white noise Thank god I don't have to Participate That I still have the right To choose my own faith You can all have a riot I choose to stay quiet Existence should be singing but it has no voice All these opportunities but still it has no choice But to offer it's opinion like white noise Guess we'll just keep on being helpless girls and boiy It has no voice
Submitted by Immortal — Apr 26, 2025