I Loved I Hated I Destroyed I Created

I feel Like I've been left here to rot I swear I used to feel so much more I can barely breathe I can barely speak, honestly I don't know where I went so wrong The truth I never spoke Is I'm afraid of dying alone But I know that's how this ends The truth I never spoke Is I'm afraid of dying alone But I know that's how this ends Where are you when I need saving? I've never felt this scared before Why can't I feel your help? I never thought you were real And I feel Like I've been left here to rot I swear, I used to feel so much more And I feel (I've always felt alone) Like I've been left here to rot (I've never felt like this) I swear, I used to feel so much more I've been left here to rot And I feel, oh Like I've been left here to rot I swear, I used to feel so much more

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 25, 2026

Did I ever care enough To stop myself? Did my begging heart get the better of me? My hate can't exist If I'm alone in this body My hate can't exist alone And every breath of this plagued air that you're breathing in You're breathing death And as sorry as I already am, I can't stop this from happening And nothing ever lasts in my head full of lies And in my selfish, begging heart It's the same heart that wants you in my blood And it wants you to feel And it wants to hold you And it wants you to feel And it wants to hold you And it wants you to feel And it wants to hold you I'm not lonely for once But I know it won't stay And I'm sleeping at nights But my love fades away And the days become longer My hands are so frail There's a numbness surrounding And I've nothing to say I felt love for a while (And it wants you to feel) But it died in the promises I felt love for a while then, but it died (And it wants to hold you) I felt love for a while then, but it died (And it wants you to feel) I felt love for a while, but it died (And it wants to hold you) I felt love for a while, but it died It died It died It died It...died Had I loved you before it had Before it ever had a chance Just to, oh, be love Had I loved you before it had Before it ever had a chance Just to, oh Just to be love

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 25, 2026

I was born with bleeding eyes As the devil made me blind He said that he loved me He said that he cared With his arms wrapped around me Like a vulnerable child I still feel nothing I still feel alone So leave me with nothing As that's all I deserve Leave me with nothing And hear my skin cry like birth So leave me with nothing As that's all I deserve Leave me with nothing And hear my skin cry like birth And the truth is that I am so scared Of what goes on inside my head My head let you in My heart held you close My eyes don't see you like I wish they could Like I wish they could Like I wish they could I was born with bleeding eyes As the devil made me blind He said that he loved me He said that he cared With his arms wrapped around me Like a vulnerable child I still feel nothing I still feel alone So leave me with nothing As that's all I deserve Leave me with nothing And hear my skin cry like birth So leave me with nothing As that's all I deserve Leave me with nothing And hear my skin cry like birth And the truth Is I am so scared I am so scared of what goes on inside My head let you in My heart held you close My eyes don't see you Like I wish they could And I don't remember Ever seeing myself smile Someone tell me what is wrong with me Someone tell me what is wrong with me Am I so sick? Am I so sick that I'm helpless? Someone tell me what is wrong with me Am I so sick? Am I so sick that I'm helpless?

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 25, 2026

This room Has become my prison Of dark days, and darker nights A hate growing like a life I never wished An existence for Am I the reason You're not alive? I'm falling To my knees Have you gone? Have you gone? I still want to be with you And if you go I would go too I still want to be with you I'll find you in a place I never thought true And I'll see your face as I slipped away Back to my darkest day I once had nothing I once had nothing to lose The thought that I've torn the smile from your pale-skinned face I've took your love and I've turned it into hate The thought that I've torn the smile from your pale-skinned face I've took your love and I've turned it into hate And I hate myself For the love I can't show And I convinced myself That I will never deserve And I hate myself For the love I can't show And I convinced myself That I will never deserve

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 25, 2026

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I never asked to be ill But you made it in me Feed it, I feed it My skin knows evil so well, but it never knew you And I never asked to be ill But you made this And you made this in me Feed it, I feed it My skin knows evil so well, but it never knew you And I feed it alone From the disgust that I hold (And I held my hands) And I starved you of life When you had just shown me love Shown me love Shown me love But still that wasn't enough for me Enough for me The taste of you grew so old And the touch of your ugly skin Stop breathing, and feel my sickness Feel my sickness Feel my bones rotting thin Rotting thin And I never asked to be ill But you made this And you made this in me 'Cause my skin knows evil so well It never knew you You came back to find me You came back to find me And I didn't deserve for you to care Disgust had taken hold of me And you hoped that love would stay inside But love wouldn't stay inside And you hoped And you hoped You hoped it would stay inside But like a cancer creeping slowly, it could never survive Never survive Never survive Never survive It could never survive

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 25, 2026

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A heaven made in your love Would not be made for me I'm alone in this world My dying life you won't see A heaven made in your love Would not be made for me I'm alone in this world My dying life you won't see A heaven made in your love Would not be made for me Well, I'm alone in this world And my dying life You won't see 'Cause I bleed real blood And feel ashamed And left to live like a demon And I bleed real blood And feel ashamed And left to live like a demon, in dark and in pain There's belief where I don't belong And I thought I had found a home there But I just found lies I just found lies If God was real Then I would hate him With a passion so strong It bleeds like his death-ridden hands It bleeds like his death-ridden hands A death that I am so scared of A death that I am so scared of And a hatred And if God was real Then I would hate him with A passion so strong It bleeds like his It bleeds like his death-ridden hands Every innocent life He has taken You would see in my eyes And the hatred, he's left rage in me You would hear in my cries Every innocent life He has taken You would see in my eyes And the hatred, he's left rage in me You would hear in my cries

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 25, 2026

I was so sure That a life could exist My heart held you close My heart held a love But love for me could never stay But love for me was hate It was hate waiting to breathe And breathe it always has And breathe it always hill And I felt new air, so many times But it left me here alone It left me here to die But love for me was hate It was hate waiting to breathe And breathe It always has And breathe it always hill Heaven's not a place you go when you die It's a place you live when you're in love and alive And I was there But I walked away, and it feels like I'm dying now And it feels like I'm dying now Heaven's not a place you go when you die It's a place you live when you're in love and alive And I was there But I walked away, and it feels like I'm dying now And it feels like I'm dying now But I was blind And I was listening But it left me here alone But I was blind And I was listening And it left me here to die Heaven's not a place you go when you die It's a place you live when you're in love and alive I was there But I walked away And it feels Like I'm dying now And it feels Like I have regrets I can't change a thing I'm so sorry, I failed love Failed love Failed life Failed love I failed life

Submitted by Celtic Frost — Feb 25, 2026