Homecoming

Welcome to the rabbit hole Lay me in my grave I am war, I am pestilence But what I wish for is to not be this I'm a slave to the war machine I've lost everything God Abandon Me This is my homecoming, motherfucker Brother of mine Chase the reaper from your mind

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 24, 2026

Broken and bleeding "He belongs to me forever He gave in, so he's mine for the taking Nothing will bring him back" Said the voice coming from my brother Left broken and bleeding A hollow shell with a monster that can't stop feeding The two sit alone in an empty room No words are spoken But I can see the madness begin to bloom He's a fucking mess howling at the moon "Little bitch boy has tried committing too many times Ask the doc to swap the codeine with a healthy dose of cyanide I'm the fucker that turned his nightmares into wet dreams Don't sit back and watch him bleed, put the barrel between his fucking teeth" I can see the darkness take hold I can see he's lost control So I take a step back and let it settle in My condition feels the walls start to close in He speaks in tongues that bring the aroma of death himself Scratch marks on the wall to just keep count just how many he's killed Why can't he die? "Oh believe me brother I've fucking tried If I succeeded they would still be alive But I can't control myself now you're marked as a target." Fuck it, I refuse To let him win (I can't lose another) So I let the serpents eat my skin Brother of mine, brother of mine Give him back to me Release him of your hold Release him of your hold So save me 'cause there's no turning back from here There's no turning back from here I feel like I've already lost the last thing I held dear I collapse to the ground to find solace in the pavement But I knew I'd find nothing as pure as what your love meant Together your love was fused as one I promise to fix you if it means I come undone (Guess you think I'm a loser, huh? All slithers of hope washed away in the pouring rain I'm worthless and you knew that Jay is fucking dead. Gloom forever.) "I have the devil trying to drag me to hell And you lecture me on morality? Let him, the Hole's better than here I'll show him he should fucking fear me You're no brother of mine Put the barrel between my fucking teeth and pull the fucking trigger." So let the darkness take hold So let the darkness take hold If she dies, he dies, I die, we die If she dies, he dies, I die, we die We're eaten alive by the mouth of God Only the grittiest will survive

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 24, 2026

I walk across the sea of flames Against the firing line Being told they're The ones to blame We invade, we destroy Innocence tattered and torn They run in terror We scorch their earth Dead bodies, stacked ten feet high I can still see them before my eyes Men, women, and children Their life drained from their eyes We were all sent there to die The memories still haunt me The memories still haunt me There's a problem in the world today I pushed you all away So I could hide my pain The constant torment of never-ending flashbacks Fear behind a smiling mask, I hate what I see in reflective glass Hell above and below I never intended to hurt those I love In the same way I hurt those I was taught to hate And, oh god, the lines become more blurred every day (Voices talking) Voices in my head Ringing in my ears Blood and sand in my eyes Across the desert lies A plain white flag Held in a little boy's hands He never stood a chance So stop screaming my name We're not the ones to blame We're all just pawns to their game Another face with no name "Dying in his name" So stop screaming my name Stop screaming my name It won't do a thing I have stared death in the face And spoke words so strange I bear my cross with disdain Bearing the souls of the slain I gave up all that I own My love, my family, my home But what I regret the most Is giving up hope Lay me down, descend me to the darkness Pray for me, for I have lost salvation I suppress my memories with poisons Replace my life with the little boy's I should have saved Disassemble. Rearrange Praise me for my accolades But when I cry for help, all you do is talk of shame Though my tour is ended the sound continues And the sound of war is endless Now I'm drowning in a bottle of substance Waking in the middle of the night Screaming to memories I can still hear them screaming The blade feels so cold Pressed against my skin I am the one that never grows old (we are the ones that never grow old) Remember me for me, not my end Do you know what its like when your gun jams And you're standing face to face With a man who wants to die for his country Who wants to die for his beliefs He raises his gun And fires away God abandoned me? God abandoned us all I walk across the sea of flames

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 24, 2026

I have nothing left to live for and it shows Through my eyes, through my teeth Through my mannerisms when I speak I have nothing left to live for and it shows Just another statistic, another story of mercy blow I have nothing but your unrequited love Just use me, abuse me, take what you want As long as you promise you'll love me Yours eyes and mouth speak apologies But your hands choke them to the point Where I can barely breathe Let me go! If my face is a canvas then your art is a reflection of violence How can you hate me if I've done nothing at all Your insecurities will be your downfall Push me one more time Bend and break, my mistake From hands to caskets, we lay Unheard, we died unnamed Can you feel that In the back of your throat? That's the taste of regret I hope you fucking choke You were love to me But I can't fucking breathe They say that life isn't cheap But I'm worth nothing at all Conceal it all I'm clearly deplored There's no love here When I'm screaming at my bedroom floor Burn me away, I scream in silence I can't feel pain, only defiance Push me away, I'm your mistake Can you feel that In the back of your throat? That's the taste of regret I hope you fucking choke You were love to me But I can't fucking breathe They say that life isn't cheap But I'm worth nothing at all My heart won't let me leave It hurts me too much to try But every time I take a breath to speak All that comes out is lies I cover the blood to make it seem lesser Remove my mask See my terror Hit me if it makes you feel... Nothing ever changes I don't think it'll ever change What you left on my soul and skin They'll never be erased There might be a war in your head But there's a battle out here Sleeping in your bed Shivering and crying in fear Straight up with the attack and the backlash I crawl deeper inside this hole At least here, it isn't so cold My soul is torn As I lay back and take it Thinking 'what have you become? My paramour! (I don't want to be left unmourned Abandoned by those I adored My paramour) Hit me if it makes you feel better Save me if it makes you feel bitter Hit me if it makes you feel better Save me if it makes you feel bitter I bend and break, my paramour I bend and break, my paramour 13-6, remember that day 13-6, remember that day I walked away

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 24, 2026

You fucking cunt Homewrecking for fun I'll spit on your grave When it's all said and done Fuck your pathetic life Fuck your pathetic friends Fuck your excuse You make me fucking sick You took the best thing about love And shot it fucking dead Now wherever I walk Your shadow follows like regret "Don't give a fuck if I die I already have before This is the price of my pain This is the price of war I'll do the last thing I can to rid your fucking stain Remove all memories of your face I bet you'll feel ashamed when I blow out my fucking brain Survival of the grittiest, motherfucker Mother of god Your son abandoned me

Submitted by Nargaroth — Feb 24, 2026