Trauma

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Life is war... life is war... war...<br/> life is an endless war to stay alive... <br/> a war which nobody will survive... <br/> life ends always deadly...<br/> and 'till your dying day you live in fear! <br/> Born into a decaying world... <br/> into a blinded, self destroying race! <br/> Born to die... live to work... <br/> work for a corrupting god to survive! <br/> Burn your soul... split your tongue... <br/> fear is the bearer of lies...<br/> scared by life... you betray yourself.<br/> your thoughts turn in senseless circles <br/> around ridiculous things!<br/> Life is war... as long as I breath... <br/> life is war... 'till I'm dead!<br/> Still I'm waiting for the last day of light... <br/> when the human engine finally stands still <br/> and eternal night covers the burned-out <br/> land... the moment when all clocks stop <br/> ticking... and time as mankind has known <br/> does'nt exist anymore... the end will <br/> come... and this reality will break down... <br/> and chaos brought by man's hand... <br/> destroys what's left from this dying <br/> paradise!<br/> Everywhere I can see the coming downfall... <br/> and your eyes are already dead! <br/> The light fades away... and immortal <br/> shadows float through blackend trees... <br/> Winter has come across the desert land... <br/> and cold winds brought the mercyful<br/> silence of oblivion... in those long and <br/> frosty winternights I feel a joyful warmth <br/> in my heart...<br/> Forgotten is all the sorrow of days <br/> in the burning sun...<br/> as the falling snow covers the sleepling <br/> earth...<br/> In solitude .... I am myself... in the void... <br/> I think the unthought... unwritten... <br/> is the future... what will come... has to <br/> come...<br/> Existence,has no definition in mankinds <br/> knowledge!<br/> Dark are the ways I've wandered... <br/> lightless corridors between the dimensions <br/> I've passed... <br/> I've crossed the neverland and saw <br/> where the dead have gone...<br/> And I'm here to tell you there's no hope<br/> for you...<br/> heaven is a rotting place in the last <br/> minds that have a faith... <br/> and hell is this life,.. a lifelong war <br/> against the stream ... to resist the psychic <br/> enslavement by a uncertain safety! <br/> Life is war.,. weak minds are damned to fall...<br/> Life is war.., without fear I await the <br/> coming end...<br/> Death will lift me above myself... <br/> Death is the almighty painkiller! <br/> War...<br/> All what you are living for... <br/> All what your life is made of... <br/> stands before the final downfall!<br/> And still you won't search your soul in<br/> your confused mind... so you are<br/> lost even befors you´re dead!<br/> Nothing makes me wonder anymore...<br/> Nothing can break my infinite will...<br/> Nothing will change my divine mind...<br/> This sick society means nothing to me...<br/> Life is war...<br/> Death is peace!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Disembodied, I am...<br/> The flesh of that dead body that once <br/> was mine... lies rotting before my <br/> spiritual eyes... I have returned to my <br/> only real shape...<br/> Disembodied ... my soul is reborn... <br/> Disembodied... into the mental reality... <br/> I've left that touchable...<br/> but transitory reality behind...<br/> It means nothing... only a second of <br/> infinity... a mortal point in the endless <br/> space castigated by the ubiquitous <br/> death...<br/> Humans, you mean nothing...<br/> arrogant, souless race of flesh...<br/> your superficial reality is not real for me... <br/> I was reborn by death... out of the light... <br/> into the everdark... back into the <br/> spirit world... into my eternal reality... <br/> the reality of thoughts and mental <br/> power... here in my unmasqued and <br/> ancient form... I have the wisdom of <br/> aeons....<br/> Disembodied... forever and unhuman <br/> Disembodied... real is only the immortal

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Once ago I've felt somekind of fear... <br/> and as it burns me deep within... <br/> my life seems to be unliveable for <br/> me... and I see that all ways of life in <br/> this sick world... will never lead me to <br/> my final destination... <br/> They are all slaves of the limited <br/> life they've chosen!<br/> Desillusioned...<br/> Matter will always decay to dust... <br/> only the soul that perceives itself will <br/> exist eternal... you never can escape <br/> from yourself... there's no place to <br/> hide from the face inside... and with <br/> poison in your brain... you think you're <br/> alive while your soul slowly dies! <br/> Desillusioned... Desillusioned... <br/> Desiliusioned... solitude is the absolute <br/> freedom... desillusioned... I live only <br/> for myself... I am my god! Leave me <br/> alone... leave me alone... the death you <br/> die will never be mine! <br/> Leave me alone... you will never reach <br/> my higher form of existence!<br/> Crawling maggots all over the wounded <br/> earth... eating each other and celebrate <br/> the downfall... world at it's end...<br/> and none cries a tear for it...<br/> No this was never my race... so, <br/> leave me alone... beyond reality... in <br/> the afterlife... where we will meet again <br/> Where you will be the lost... and I am the <br/> king of my life!<br/> Desillusioned... desillusioned... <br/> solitude is the absolute freedom... <br/> desillusioned... I live only for myself...<br/> I am my devil!<br/> Leave me alone... leave me alone... <br/> the death you die will never be mine... <br/> leave me alone... you will never reach <br/> my higher form of existence!<br/> Flesh is rotting... minds are sleeping... <br/> identity is a mask... all is dead... <br/> all is lost!<br/> This reality is a experience I've tasted <br/> enough... I'm ready for a new state of <br/> consciousness... everyday the wish <br/> get´s stronger... to blow my brain onto <br/> the wall... and watch through dead <br/> eyes... my blood flowing down... down! <br/> Desillusioned... life is an illusion... <br/> only death is real!<br/> And I live only for that one way <br/> transition!<br/> Everyday the wish get´s stronger... <br/> to blow my brain onto the wall... <br/> and watch through dead eyes... <br/> my blood flowing down... <br/> desillusioned... from life... <br/> desillusioned... to death!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Liquid fire in my veins... divine thoughts <br/> in my head... deeper emotions down <br/> in me... I'm above myself!<br/> Liquid fire burns my mind... illuminates <br/> my consciousness... intensifies my <br/> perception... I am one with the universe! <br/> Liquid fire penetrates my brain... <br/> as a mountain I stand... in the strom <br/> of life... my will is harder as stone! <br/> Liquid fire leads me further... <br/> flesh and blood moves in circles... <br/> only my soul moves forward... <br/> to the end of the universe!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

In der unendlichen Weite meines <br/> Geistes... tief unter der Oberflache des <br/> menschlichen Daseins... gibt es einen <br/> Ort... an dem alle Träume... ihren <br/> Anfang finden und ihr Ende nehmen... <br/> Jenseits des bedeutungslosen Lebens <br/> im unreinen Licht... welches mich die <br/> Vergänglichkeit von Schmerz und Pein <br/> lehrte... gebunden durch Mauern aus <br/> Fleisch... wartet meine Seele auf ihre Erlösung... <br/> auf die Dunkelheit...auf den Tod! <br/> In darkness there is no light... but every <br/> light creates shadows... dark corners <br/> exist where ever you may be... and in <br/> each of them lurks another nameless <br/> dread...<br/> the light is transistory as a human <br/> life... immortality lies in the eternal <br/> cosmic darkness!<br/> Mind in itself... astral perfection of <br/> all what's used to be...<br/> Etherspace... the "true" reality!<br/> Black is the sky between the stars... <br/> dark is the earth without the sun... <br/> and when the last flame is extinct... <br/> eternal darkness is all what's left... <br/> all of your artificial lights won't shine <br/> forever...<br/> and even the sun will burn out someday! <br/> Riding as a wolf through the dark <br/> forest... flying as a bat across snowcovered <br/> landscapes... falling as a <br/> crystal from the wintersky... in every <br/> shape my spirit wears...<br/> I am a creature of the unlimited night! <br/> The trees are crying in the cold winterwind... <br/> so many of them are dead and <br/> murdered... and even the rest of them <br/> are weak and dying... by the unyielding<br/> plague that infests the earth!<br/> You´ve slept to long to awake now...<br/> your awakening comes to late...<br/> nothing can save you anymore... you<br/> all will die by your own hands!<br/> Enchanting is the darkness... fascinating<br/> is the night...<br/> all my senses are reaching unknown<br/> dimensions... on the other side of the <br/> light<br/> my mind is in the middle of the natural <br/> balance... in the night when the sky is<br/> open... and the cosmic stream is unleashed... <br/> I drown and will be reborn by<br/> the powers of the universe... illuminated<br/> by obscurity... I can fear the pain of the <br/> earth<br/> Mankind... for your crimes you have to <br/> pay... death to the human race!<br/> Mother earth... kill that what kills you...<br/> death to the human race!!<br/> Etherspace... life under will... <br/> Etherspace... drowned in myself...<br/> With the desire comes the misery...<br/> everyday life gets harder.. and the <br/> strength leaves my body... how old can<br/> it become... before my soul suffocates<br/> in rotting flesh... in a sick and weak <br/> body... that's damned to die slow...<br/> slow death!<br/> As I share the mystic smoke with the<br/> clouds of the nightsky... I appear in me<br/> and be myself...<br/> Only in my head I´m free... in the<br/> etherspace inside...<br/> the exstatic flood of my intangible<br/> thoughts... can never be trapped in any <br/> form of prison!<br/> Etherspace... I´m in myself and outside <br/> of my body... <br/> Etherspace... I'm in myself and outside<br/> of my body...<br/> your time is running out... this planet is<br/> on fire... and it's only a question of time<br/> until you burn with it... ignorant <br/> humans... by destroying nature you <br/> dig your own grave!<br/> As I enjoy the unique experience of<br/> dying with open wounds... I watch my<br/> life essence as it colours the snow red...<br/> in every drop of blood that leaves my <br/> body... exists a uiverse in itself...<br/> and each of them is well-known to me... <br/> micro or macro does´nt make a<br/> difference for me...the cosmos fulfills<br/> everything...everywhere!<br/> I´ve seen the future... and know that I<br/> can handle it... whatever my existence <br/> will bring in coming centuries... it won't<br/> shatter my believe in myself...<br/> you can torture my flesh with your<br/> whole pervert fantasy... you can make<br/> my body bleed to death...<br/> mind in itself... astral perfection of all <br/> what´s used to be... <br/> Etherspace... the "true" reality!<br/> But you will never force my spirit...<br/> into your golden cage of mental dependence...<br/> never I will live on my knees...<br/> when I can die on my feet!<br/> The death of my human'shape... will<br/> not be the end of my traumatic voyage.,.<br/> My journey of wisdom continues...<br/> until the end of the universe! <br/> Versunken im Ich... verloren in meinen <br/> Gedanken... Realität und Zeit sind <br/> bedeutungslos geworden... ich treibe im <br/> unendlichen...<br/> du sagst es wäre wahnsinn in meinen <br/> Augen... doch ich sehe Sphären die du<br/> nicht siehst.., und befinde mich an einem <br/> Ort jenseits deiner wahrnehmung... in <br/> der Finsternis des Ätheraume... wo nur <br/> ich sein kann!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Ich glaube...<br/> Ich glaube an die Kraft meiner Gedanken<br/> Ich glaube an die Unendlichkeit meines <br/> Geistes<br/> Ich glaube an die Unzerbrechlichkeit <br/> meines Willens<br/> Ich glaube an die Unsterblichkeit meiner <br/> Seele<br/> Ich glaube an mich<br/> ICH BIN GOTT!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

This is reality, how you accept it... and<br/> what you´ve made of it!<br/> Down the mental vortex I drift... in spirals<br/> I´m drifting up!<br/> The hell that you`ve created... and what <br/> it made of you!<br/> Without flesh there's no touchable reality<br/> bodyless... In the void... there's nothing<br/> real!<br/> Everything falls back on itself... time<br/> always moves forward... never backwards<br/> Neither it will stand still... my spirit<br/> is endless... my soul is timeless! <br/> Everyday this body of mine gets older... <br/> never younger... there's no way back to <br/> what's gone... it's gone forever... and the <br/> future disappears while I try to reach it! <br/> In the darkest and longest night of the <br/> fatal saturn-year... I walk through the <br/> ancient forest of my childhood... these <br/> monuments of wood, so much older <br/> than my tired flesh... are whispering my <br/> secret name with the tongue... the <br/> tongue of my everlasting soul! <br/> I raise my eyes to the sky and watch <br/> the hypnotising moon... as it drowns in <br/> a sea of clouds... the guardian of my <br/> sorrow... witness of my pain! <br/> As the unyielding winterwind cuts my <br/> weak flesh without a blade... I sit down <br/> and listen to the tender voice of the <br/> nature...<br/> Here is my home... without a castle...<br/> Here are my roots... my ancient source... <br/> The sanctuary for my tortured mind.. <br/> To find peace... and a final place to rest! <br/> I was searching for somekind of a god <br/> since I can remember... since the first <br/> light has blinded my eyes... in all those <br/> years of my quest... at all those strange <br/> and unknown places where I have <br/> sought... in the darkest depth... and <br/> behind the highest light... it was always <br/> myself I have found... alone with me ... <br/> I've felt eternity!<br/> Darkness always heals the wounds of <br/> the victims of light... all angels, lost <br/> their beauty... all heavens have turned <br/> to hell!<br/> Red clouds of poison drifting over a <br/> black sky... above a danse macabre in <br/> a paradise that lies decay! <br/> Darkness always brings the mercyful <br/> sleep... which delivers the mindless <br/> slaves of life... from their languishing <br/> state... all living must die... all thinking <br/> will resignate... in a soceity which consumes <br/> itself in monotony!<br/> In me it's everdark... darker as life could <br/> ever be... dead or alive... my thoughts <br/> will move on... until there's nothing left<br/> to think!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

As i stand on the top of this beautiful, <br/> tortured world... high above a sea of <br/> clouds in which the earth has drowned... <br/> the frosty winds from the eternal arctic<br/> ice bites my skin... and fills my mind<br/> with impressions from aeons of evolution<br/> I raise my head and look up to the endless <br/> stars... distant worlds... they seem<br/> to be so near... but yet they are unreachable<br/> for me... no gods live up hear...<br/> above the clouds... only the unyielding <br/> majesty of universal nature... and me... <br/> With dry feet I walk over the water... <br/> I sit down in the middle of the lake... <br/> surrounded by the dark silhouetes of <br/> the forests... I fall into a dark and silent <br/> trance... Somewhere... out there... <br/> In the depth of the almighty nature... <br/> far away from the breathtaking <br/> civilisation... I can feel the beat of the<br/> universe in my bleeding heart.. the <br/> source where I once have came from... <br/> and to which I soon will return to... <br/> never to come back!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Look into the mirror... what you<br/> see is what you are!<br/> Nothing more in your life.,. as <br/> you can see in your eyes! <br/> Look into the mirror.,.<br/> Your alone with yourself... all the<br/> demons of your life... penetrate <br/> your mind with your eyes! <br/> As I look into the mirror... <br/> I lapse into the black of my eyes... <br/> I drown in the river of my life... <br/> that flows into the abyss<br/> of my soul!<br/> In my Egosphere...<br/> I breath the cosmic energy from<br/> the shimmering stars...<br/> I want to be far away from any human <br/> presence... your humanity is the<br/> deepest abyss of consciousness...<br/> this spiritual corpse of a infirior race... <br/> has no future in anyway! <br/> Is there any meaning in your life...<br/> will it change anything if you're dead? <br/> Everything you created is damned <br/> to rot... nothing here is eternal! <br/> Every faith is is senseless... <br/> when there's nothing to believe in... <br/> religion is a prison for the mind... <br/> and when false gods infect the brain... <br/> there is no place left for a independent soul!<br/> Reality is what you see and what <br/> you feel... and each individium has <br/> it's own perception... words are <br/> nothing more than the ear can hear... <br/> and every ear listens for itself! <br/> Nothing is constant.. nothing is <br/> forseeable...<br/> and eternity is a never ending movement<br/> In my Egosphere... In my Egosphere... <br/> between the ruins in the eternal abyss <br/> of my soul...<br/> I've buried your god and took place on <br/> his throne!<br/> I spit on all those heretical gods outside <br/> here inside... I am the only god!<br/> In my Egosphere...<br/> My destiny awaits me in that what never ends!<br/> Once again I stare into the mirror..<br/> I seek for answers in the black sea of <br/> my eyes...<br/> and I know somewhere in the depth... <br/> is an exit to leave all behind!<br/> Look into the mirror... you can see<br/> it in your eyes... every second life is<br/> fading... and death comes closer...<br/> For my deliverancs...<br/> the truth is undenyable!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

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