Traumatized

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Dark is my soul<br/> Morbid are my dreams<br/> Demonic thoughts closed in my head!<br/> <br/> A brutal flash of negative energy crushes throughout my mortal frame<br/> <br/> Illuminated by mental violence I watch the world from above!<br/> <br/> Occultation...to be heartless<br/> Emotions are meaningless<br/> I despise your praises of love<br/> My will is unbreakable!<br/> <br/> Occultation...brought deliverance<br/> I am what I want to be<br/> And when I lay in my darkness<br/> You could never reach me!<br/> <br/> My mind...occultated<br/> Wisdom comes from inside<br/> In the dark...occult knowledge<br/> A question of perspective!<br/> <br/> Put on your rotten crown of the "creation-lie"<br/> And perish in the face of my embodiement!!!<br/> <br/> After ages in the eternal darkness between the worlds<br/> Far away from the astral corpses of a dying race<br/> My eyes have learned to see through the reflection<br/> The source of light...lies...behind the blinding bright!<br/> <br/> You believe in moralistic lies<br/> While you try to escape from the truth<br/> Mass hypnosis!!!...identity denial<br/> Confrontated with the silent shadows of solitude<br/> Your mind will decay under your constructed neurosis<br/> Your injected psychosis!<br/> <br/> For one cycle I've decided<br/> To be a witness of the human senselessness<br/> Immortal...and bodiless<br/> I travel through space and time!<br/> <br/> Occultation of my spirit<br/> No way back to their dying light!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

Never I will fall on that impure floor again<br/> The ground that once was my reality lies now far under me<br/> <br/> Like water that flows up to heaven<br/> I leave the chains of gravitation behind<br/> Nothing can hold me back in this infected world<br/> I'm on the way into a new sphere<br/> I never dreamed my life...I live my dream!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

As I fall, fall down<br/> Down, where I ever want to be<br/> In the deepest abyss of my black psyche<br/> Where all my different faces become one<br/> My thoughts diving into the naked substance of<br/> The everflowing stream of my mental energy<br/> <br/> All I be...deep in me<br/> Intensified...and brought to life<br/> The abstract structure of my spiritual existence<br/> Is a constant growing labyrinth!<br/> <br/> Der Geist ist der Schlüssel zur Pforte in die Ewigkeit!<br/> <br/> To master life...I had to be dead<br/> To perceive myself...I have to live my dreams<br/> To survive this temporal reality<br/> I have to pass over all limits<br/> To expand my consciousness into infinity<br/> I dance with the dead at night<br/> And raise my volition to that throne upon the stars!<br/> <br/> The martyr suffers a thousand deaths<br/> Before your eyes...one by one...he dies!<br/> <br/> For you to learn<br/> What you never will understand<br/> Ruins of flesh you're damned to rot<br/> In the "safety" of your slavestate-mind!<br/> <br/> I close my eyes and stare into the dark universe inside<br/> Where all those shadows of myself flow together into deepest black<br/> <br/> Intensify...all of me...what I am...in my dreams<br/> In me I found peace across the horizon<br/> With the wind my mind is travelling<br/> To the source in the afterlife<br/> where the sleeping in me awakes to life!<br/> <br/> A black hole opens in my subconsciousness<br/> The gate into a mental world<br/> Where reality is just a remembrance!<br/> <br/> All is forgiven<br/> All is forgotten<br/> <br/> In the bittersweet solitude in here<br/> No more fear...all grief is gone<br/> Now I have returned...returned to myself<br/> Back to where I am...and where I ever was<br/> In those dark places...my words will be heard<br/> By the deafening silence of the night<br/> A more attentive listener than every human ear<br/> All answers are given by myself!<br/> <br/> Hear my voice<br/> The tongue of cries!<br/> <br/> Intensification<br/> Into the ocean of my soul<br/> Underwater<br/> I will breath and live on!<br/> <br/> The old god lies dying in the bleeding heart of mankind<br/> All beauty fades under their impure feet<br/> You think you can submit everyone and everything<br/> So look into my eyes and see the downfall of your materialistic dreams!<br/> <br/> As I die...die alone<br/> Leave this world forever<br/> All those senseless tragedies<br/> Of this unnecessary, mortal world<br/> Are left far behind<br/> And I'm on my way...now I'm free!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

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The uniqueness of my fantasy created the impossible<br/> My imagination leaves the transistoriness of reality!<br/> <br/> "...seit wir Gott abgeschafft haben, haben wir nur noch Unsselbst<br/> um den sinnlosen Horror des Lebens zu klären!"<br/> <br/> The exstatic flood is unleashed<br/> Endorphyns are flowing over<br/> My neurological basement<br/> See my black aura shine!<br/> <br/> As I push my concentration<br/> Into the centre of my subconscious universe!<br/> <br/> Concentric trance<br/> Through the crimson river I swim<br/> All doubts are left behind!<br/> Abstract intoxication<br/> My consciousness is open wide<br/> <br/> The final horizon has fallen!<br/> <br/> What could you reach with your intelligence<br/> When you don't know how to use it?<br/> Confused by your own heretical doctrines<br/> You run into the fatality of believing!<br/> <br/> Black holes in my remembrance<br/> In which my childhood is lost<br/> I've washed away all those unnecessary pictures<br/> Of my past lives!<br/> <br/> Of my past lives!<br/> <br/> I've cleaned my mind from all of what I've learned from you<br/> In the forgotten phases of my existence<br/> Your "sanity" is nothing I ever wanted<br/> <br/> Thinking...the principle of existence<br/> Mental moving...my soul is brought into life!<br/> <br/> Thoughts inspired by blue clouds of mystic smoke<br/> Distant realities near before my eyes<br/> Unlogic created the human ways of life<br/> My destiny is independent from those lies you see as a sense!<br/> Soulless zombies... rotten alive!!!!<br/> <br/> Concentric trance<br/> Insanity as a cure from the "sickness humanity"<br/> The divine immunity of my obscure intellect<br/> Far beyond on the other side of normality<br/> I've found illumination in myself!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

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I am the god which needs no believers<br/> The master without slaves<br/> In a lifeless winterland<br/> Beyond all those ridiculous tragedies<br/> Which made a human life<br/> <br/> Genetic, human nothingness!<br/> <br/> The mystification of death and what's behind<br/> Is symbolized in the depth of my soul<br/> YOUR PHANTASMAGORIA COULDN'T FEAR ME ANYMORE<br/> DEATH IS THE FINISHING OF MY FLESH!<br/> I've pulled myself out of that unclean sea<br/> Of senseless emotions you call humanity!<br/> THE ESSENTIAL RESTLESSNESS OF MY THOUGHTS<br/> KEEPS MY SPIRIT FOREVER ALIVE!!!!!<br/> <br/> FOREVER DEAD...DEAD AND ALIVE!!!<br/> <br/> I've enjoyed the burning pain inside<br/> Destructive flames of self-perception<br/> <br/> I know all the bitterness<br/> And tears of a tormented soul<br/> Falling into my innerself<br/> In my ancient immortal soul!<br/> <br/> The flickering candles of your insignificant lives<br/> Will be blown out by the upcoming storms of chaos<br/> THE LONG FORETOLD ARMAGEDDON IS AT HAND!!!!<br/> ALMIGHTY CHAOS...DELIVER US FROM ORDER!!!!<br/> <br/> My alert mind penetrates the substance of my subliminal dreamworld<br/> On the wings of my imagination I travel to a place where only I could be<br/> Where fantasy is reality<br/> I walk through the unbreakable mirror of life and become one with myself!<br/> <br/> PURIFIED EGO<br/> I'm the lord of my decisions<br/> None else can stand above me<br/> PURIFICATION<br/> To resist your spider love in union<br/> They lost themselves!<br/> <br/> Your future is the golden cage<br/> In which a bird never learns to fly<br/> Like in an open book I can read in<br/> The weak, mutilated remains of your collected spirit<br/> Useless words of pain and suffering<br/> In your wounds I crawl<br/> To discover all those harmful beliefs<br/> From which you consist of!<br/> <br/> The lightless flame of illumination<br/> Burns through the infinte labyrinth of my lunatic mind<br/> IN MY HELL I BURN...BURN ALONE<br/> <br/> Bloodshot lines under my eyes<br/> To read about those dark experiences<br/> In the unknown dimensions<br/> Of an insane mind<br/> A neverending ego-trip on the deadline<br/> Without return!<br/> <br/> IN A TIMELESS FLASH OF SELF-PERCEPTION I SAW MY FACE<br/> ROTTING WITH THE FALLEN WORLD OF MANKIND<br/> AND I SAW MY SPIRIT RISING...FLYING INTO THE SKY<br/> I HAVE ETERNITY TO ENJOY MY DREAMS IN SOLITUDE!!!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

I am dreaming but I'm awake<br/> The dreamworld I've called arises from deep within<br/> I am dead and sleeping...but still alive<br/> I take a long deep breath<br/> And watch strange clouds drifting to a new horizon<br/> An unknown world<br/> Created by the everdreaming in me<br/> Behind the walls of sleep I saw the unbelievable<br/> Never I will return to that senseless life behind<br/> This dream is now my reality!!!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

At the edge of that mortal daylight<br/> A plague that I despise<br/> Behind the black curtain of the night<br/> In the darkness where all human fears have their source<br/> And nightmares awake to torture the sleeping with their "sins"<br/> Reality is never what it seems to be!<br/> <br/> The golden emperor is rising again<br/> My hatred will be yours until the eternal darkness<br/> Of the universe will take your place again!<br/> Children of the sun<br/> Your god will soon end your imperfection<br/> Mankind's history will fall into oblivion<br/> when no one is left to remember!<br/> <br/> In the night where unreality lives<br/> The world of shadows obscure the land<br/> In the night my spirit stand above the weak humanity<br/> And all of their written and unwritten laws!<br/> <br/> I've dedicated my life to the darkside<br/> Here, where the worldly eyes are useless<br/> My spiritual eyes can see the invisible!<br/> <br/> Burned-out fleshghosts of the light-order<br/> My traumatic world will forever be!<br/> A dismal riddle for you!<br/> Insanity can never be shared!!!!<br/> <br/> I raise my head to the mesmerizing, pale moon<br/> As a god I awake in a dream of life<br/> Where the sun never shines lies eternity<br/> Inside those walls of flesh you see as me!<br/> <br/> And when I lying there...dead for you<br/> Dead for your unknowing eyes<br/> <br/> My soul travels over lands<br/> Which no human feet have ever touched!<br/> <br/> Philosophy of the night<br/> Wordless and silent<br/> Independence of solitude<br/> The identity of "evil"<br/> <br/> Through the unyielding will to self-realisation<br/> I've created my destiny for this life-cycle!<br/> <br/> I've entered the infinite realm of the night<br/> On the opposite side of the daylight world<br/> Where no light has ever beared reality<br/> I am waiting for the final eclipse of the sun!<br/> <br/> Obscurity<br/> Heaven fades to black<br/> Nightfall<br/> My shadow awakes to life<br/> The darkness is mine eternally!<br/> <br/> The occult mysteries of the endless cosmic night<br/> Will be forever, forever hidden from your unworthy eyes!!!

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Jun 06, 2026

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