Recollection

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I can't get a hold of myself I think I'm wearing thin You fucking disgust me In every way possible I will end this now Walking around Like you know everything Well, let me tell you something You are already dead Pacing back and forth Thinking of the worst ways To torture you For all of this pain you left me with And now the blood is on my hands When I said I believed you I was only lying through my teeth I have been sent here to destroy all you know and love You thought this was a fucking game, so now you pay the price If you were as real as you said you were You would havе stabbed me in the front, you coward I havе been waiting for this, I've longed for the closure You think you're so perfect and flawless It's time you wise up 'cause this is reality I would give anything to see you suffer You worthless, spineless waste of human life

Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026

Breathing the toxins 'Cause it's all surrounding Infectiously plaguing my mind, no salvation Walls closing in, bury me underneath Nowhere to hide No sunlight or chance of survival Fate has been written I can't escape this The devil has a hold of you And he has me too Burning forever, eternally Take me away from this reality Locked away Heavily sedated Eyes are bloodshot red Trapped with no way out Beating myself senseless 'Til I'm fucking dead

Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026

I am on my own I never needed you You are nothing now And that's how it's always been How do you feel knowing that you failed me? I've been left in the dark for far too long You call yourself a man How dare you claim that title You haven't earned a fucking thing Not even self-respect I have no pity For a fucking deadbeat Why would you waste your time? Lying to my face Save your goddamn soapbox For someone who fucking cares I, I've had it up to here And I can't take much more You bring out the worst in me Is this what you strive for? You know how to get underneath my skin It's what you feed off of And I can't stand this But no longer will I givе in When you look in the mirror But see no reflеction Of the creature you are Or who the better man will be Lifeless Soulless Hopeless Nothing

Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026

I've been stuck in this place Searching for an exit And I would give anything If I could just be sane Burn the pages in this book 'Cause my thoughts are clouding my head All at once My heart is racing Consumed with the worst intentions Of everything I fucking hate This has to stop, please just go away My goddamn mind is playing tricks on me I tried to let it go, but it keeps on festering Picturing the worst things Of all I care for It's gone in the blink of an eye Love is lost, my life in pieces And friends turn into traitors Giving up was my only way out this time Unclearness of the futurе is true fear Overthinking is my wеakness And it will be the end of me Running through the motions Recollecting all my thoughts It's like a fucking disease But I won't die living on my knees

Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026

Where the fuck do you get off? Playing me for a fool Vengeance wasn't the only thing on my mind But I knew what was on yours A guilty conscience for leading me on To think you weren't the same Fool me once, shame on you Fool me twice, shame on myself You think you can run for eternity But death waits for no one I will drag you to where no one can hear you scream You chose to live this way and now you will learn Why do you look scared? Your apologies can't save you now 'Cause the blamе always falls on me I can't let you live on spеwing every lie Since I was born alone, this is how you'll die

Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026