Varials
Album • 2022
These wounds cover my body That tragic state that you left me But it bloomed into nothing I'm no one to you But this blood-soaked curse was made for two Nothing, no one I give into you Dirt in the wound Now watch me bloom It's like combat like my life under siege Under lockdown You don't know my face, you don't know my pain But what's the difference anyway? Forced in my hand (Force-fed my hate) Forced in my way And now nothing Feels the same Fucking drown me Lost in the realm of suffering But you know me My tale of misery Thesе wounds cover my body That tragic state that you left mе But it bloomed into nothing Blood-soaked (In curses) Never more pure Never more wanted Nothing, no one I give into you Murder we wrote You're so cutthroat Trapped in a cycle of pain Trapped inside you Carve my way out It's like combat Like my life under siege Under lockdown You don't know my face, you don't know my pain But what's the difference anyway? But you know me, my tale of misery Take me out, make your play Track me down like I'm your prey Dirt in the wound Watch me bloom Nothing and no one else will give into you Like a splinter in my mind I'll be your martyr
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
Round after round, day after day We play the same old game It's like I'm tied down to my fate I can't take much more Carve me deep like a parasite Buried in my body Kill it from within, power or poison? Disavowed, bring my body down So you can finally see my soul hit the ground Disavowed (Disavowed), bleed my body out Forever now so I can never be found Yeah, never be found But my soul wants to leave (Time's running out) Focus your breathing I shut my eyes and wait for the poison To bring me to my knees It never leaves And I hopе it never does Powеr or poison? Disavowed, bring my body down So you can finally see my soul hit the ground Disavowed (Disavowed), bleed my body out Forever now so I can never be found Power, poison You want power Or poison? Why me? What did I do to deserve all of you? Deserve
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
Bleed me out to dry Break me (Take me apart) Erase me (Back to the start) Why don't you break me? I've been around for too long So take me back to the start I see blood (I see blood) Scars for you to remember Blood at the tips of my fingers What the fuck did you think? That you'd get away from me? (You'd get away) That you could live your life? Live your life without me? Without me behind you in your every moment Without me inside of you Waiting to torment Tracing every step, cutting every breath short This is my pain and I am yours Makе no mistake I am here to stay Makе no mistake You'll take this to your grave I see blood (I see blood) Scars for you to remember Blood at the tips of my fingers What the fuck did you think? That you'd get away from me? (You'd get away) That you could live your life? Live your life without me? There's no escape (No escape) There's no escape We're all one and the same You've had your way with my fucking head Is it our time? Our time to die?
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
Walk with me Why did you come here To this place of rest? Did you not plan to die here? Or was this all a test? If fire walks with me Then who the fuck walks with you? I can feel the burn with my every step But this path was made for two I'm falling back in my ways This all just feels like a daze I'm trapped inside of your maze This all just feels like a daze A message in the shadow of a twin peaked mountain A cursed room underneath They laid down a foundation We were never meant to seek How is this happening again? No blessing, only curse How can I break the cycle of pain When all I do is spill blood on the earth? Everyone is decaying Everyone is decaying Buried beneath Everyone I know is decaying Buried beneath my feet And when they come for me I'll still grit my fucking teeth I'm falling back in my ways This all just feels like a daze I'm trapped inside of your maze This all just feels like a daze If fire walks with me Then who the fuck walks with you? I can feel the burn with my every step But this path is made for two How is this happening again? No blessing, only a curse How can I break the cycle of pain When all I do is spill blood on the earth? Before you pump your chest, I want you to think Before you cut your eyes, I will not blink Forging the misery that will haunt you Further into the fire, I sink Meet your last mistake This is a problem Severed in puzzling pieces broken Now ya crawlin' Hope that you'd bury me ruthlessly, but now you're fallen Keep this in mind before you try I will not blink
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
Death comes in many forms A bullet through flesh Cancer rotting from the inside Fire burning on the outside In those final seconds With no time left to buy What would you do? Once again, within and without Not everyone finds what they're looking for in the end But death does
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
Please forgive me, but I see Wiping the slate clean It's what you did to me And what's the point when all that we do is bleed? When I know we're not where we need to be It's what you did to me All we do is bleed It's like I'm stuck in a dream (It's like I'm stuck in a dream) Pull me apart like a seam and I don't mind You come alive when you watch me die Just like a wound that you cauterize This all just feels like running in circles (Circles, circles) Burnt out and drowned Tied up and bound to you Come unwound for you And what's the point when all that we do is bleed? When I know we're not where we need to be It's like I'm stuck in a dream (It's like I'm stuck in a dream) Pull me apart like a seam and I don't mind You come alive when you watch me die Just like a wound that you cauterize This all just feels like running in circles (Circles, circles) Burnt out and drowned Tied up and bound Where I won't be found This place is a burial ground Bury me where I won't be found This place is a haunting ground I feel your venom in my veins It's like phantom pain A useless campaign Phantom pain It's like I'm stuck in a dream (It's like I'm stuck in a dream) Pull me apart like a seam and I don't mind You come alive when you watch me die Just like a wound that you cauterize This all just feels like running in circles (Circles, circles) Phantom pain
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
No light left Nothing left to give No life left Darkness falls again Darkness falls again Rid me of my memories Take away the pain Rip it through me like a bullet wound But you don't have the guts To take a life with your bare hands But the pain isn't enough I will not (Find peace in the silence) Alone again (The only reality I know) I will not (Let this go without violence) Until the fucking end Why? But the pain isn't enough Why? Take my life, I'm ready to die I want to shine in the dark light Let me flatline And wake me up when there's no more time to buy Silence, I still hear it drowning out the silence Wasted, what a waste I should have killed you long ago No light left Nothing left to give No life left Darkness falls again I feel it coming for me Like an omen Floating between the walls I thought I saw your ghost What would you do if you were me? (If you were me?) Live a life of misery? Or make them pay? Reduced to nothing Do it, end my fucking life Bleeding through it I need a resolution Rip it through me like a bullet wound But you don't have the guts To take a life with your bare hands But the pain isn't enough Why? But the pain isn't enough Why? But the pain isn't enough Take my life, I'm ready to die I want to shine in the dark light Let me flatline And wake me up when there's no more time to buy Silence, I still hear it drowning out the silence Wasted, what a waste I should have killed you long ago
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
And so I wait Wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness I know I've done a terrible thing to you Something you'll never forgive me for
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
It happened again You escaped my hand, but you're in my head I could have sworn that I could hear your voice That I could feel your skin But I knew better than to let you in I knew better I knew better I knew better Isn't this what you wanted all along? Isn't it all? This is what you wanted To bring me down To have me on my knees Begging you for my life For one more second For anything All I wanted was to feel your touch Now I'm staring down the barrel of your gun All I wanted was to feel your touch Now I'm staring down the barrel of your gun Don't stop shooting Don't stop shooting Don't stop shooting Purify me Don't stop shooting Don't stop shooting Don't stop shooting Until I stop fucking moving Bury me bloodied With a bullet holе for every lie that you told It happеned again You escaped my hand, but you're in my head I could have sworn that I could hear your voice (Hear your voice) Victim of your beautiful torture Disfigured By the blood ordain me And it's never enough Disfigured And it's never enough Cleanse my body (My body) But it's never enough All you wanted was to watch me die This is my damnation Bury me bloodied with a bullet hole Bury me bloodied with every lie
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
Absorption of subject's consciousness Initial symptoms, loss of memory and all-consuming pain Followed by gradual onset of hemorrhaging as capillaries dilate I'll have to connect myself if I want to experience their terror before it diminishes Over time, degradation of the ego generates strong suicidal tendencies They lose who they are and become clay completely reshapable in my image But not me Something keeps me from staying completely within
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
Trial by fire Watch me burn Trial by fire Fire doesn't cleanse, it blackens Yeah Watch me burn A morbid fascination pulled me closer Closer to your flesh So you are the lover You too have been unfaithful And now it's your turn to be mended In my restless dreams, I see your ghost You promise you'll come to me But you never do I'm alone here now, rotting with you Heretic, left to rot For us to live (Another one has to die) Lost to the light Vanish It's your sins that hold you herе Fire doesn't cleansе, it blackens Trial by fire Watch me burn A morbid fascination A cut beneath the skin No one will ever know That you bleed within I laid my skin in the sun So I could watch it burn And with my own two eyes I saw myself erode In my restless dreams I see your ghost But you never come to me You leave me cold Wounded The fear just turns to hate Wounded Hate just turns to sorrow Wounded Even the finest blood can go bad Wounded I know this is what I wanted I know this is what I wanted Trial by fire I know this is what I wanted Watch me burn I know this is what I wanted Trial by fire I know this is what I wanted Burn with me
Submitted by Pestilence — Feb 22, 2026
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