Vastum
Album • 2019
You were there You put it inside me Hate filled the annals of my mind Filled my body Fire decayed, I was losing time Abyssal, transfixed Undoing, what if… Pleasure so fast, so precipitous This absence of my life in your myth Tell me a story you feel (Gaping aura) Gaping aura, so surreal You, my void, innards of bliss (Into obsession) Into obsession, lost, adrift Churn in your center Feel me arrive (Don’t lose faith) That this fist is alive Even in absolute death In mystical fires Where nothing is left Time of this void When love, hate, knowledge Burn your inside Burn and recoil I am your body Flesh of your flesh Eternity, timelessness of grief Churning center, feel me arrive (Don’t lose faith) That this fist is alive Tell me a story you feel (Gaping aura) Gaping aura, so ethereal Eros ablaze Mourn no more mourning Together again We hold us within You churn in the maelstrom of these guts In wounds of a body, nadir of lust In dreams of eschatology I ate your tongue and your hands Organs that hold and keep us from falling This is my impossible call To reach you in spite of it all Suffering Eros ablaze Absence in absence, the only way Through nothing, forever, no time You destroyed my wretched life The fire of this union in death Seeding an earth where nothing is left Through nothing, forever, no time In mystical sin, together we die Separate forever, our infinite death Now is the time Exhale… dispossessed
Submitted by NecroLord — Apr 26, 2025
First bliss stripped She lost interest Couldn’t explain why Three years in One year after he collapsed Vanished off the wagon The ghost she left behind Decayed and grew Repelled us apart One year passed Perpetual abandoning Dying and splitting Unbearable stench A putrescent giant laughing An abscess inside us The crowd grew wild Dysfunction rewarded He came in like a beast Charmed me frightened But ego showed him the door In disgust, I hurt him badly I’ve never heard such pain Ego returns but everything’s changed Blaming all but herself The Beast returns, But this time shows himself the door While a wagon’s passenger Hangs like a threat As ego strokes herself Survivor keeps playing Through the scars I gave him And Like a shadow she hovers like family Distant and demanding Sadistic crowd keeps growing Malicious adoration In my confusion and complex grief I have a long way to go Before I set myself free
Submitted by Lake of Tears — Apr 26, 2025
Facing the vermin that I am Terror coursing through me Shuddering, I stand To become this animal divine Sodomite, demiurge, this hell is mine Into this subjection Into this dark night Rending celestial pleasure May this body unbind From its human pretensions From its attachments to time Like water in water An elemental drift Everything erected Everything impotent Arms puncturing the sac of animality Pushing, erect, human fatality Sucking, breath of the future unknown Breath of the unknowable one Orificial passage An elemental drift Everything erected Everything impotent Ribs spread in the breach Flayed in prostration to animality Dehiscence, the life of chance Living from dying, in the threshold, the passage Through holes below And from hemorrhaging skies Exigent fire descending from on high Sodomitic pleasure, life undone
Submitted by Cyberwaste — Apr 26, 2025
Little phallus, age 4 Grows up and learns well From the killer he calls Dad Gazes up into his eyes Sees the ruined phantasy His sapphic longings Trapped inside a rape tomb His hard exterior thrusts Leaves a graveyard of wounds To heart, hymen and sphincter His sapphic longings trapped inside An ecclesiastic tomb Say a rosary (For our father) Kiss his feet Lick his finger He tells you You’re a real ride Is it his or yours? (confused by) It isn’t yours to know (the impulse) Reach beneath the cloth (slip inside me) Nobody will save you (from this rapture) His sapphic longings gagged and bound Inside the phallic tomb his father gave unto him
Submitted by Corpse Defiler — Apr 26, 2025
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