New Face // Same Loneliness

I'm not a saint, I'm not a savior I'm far from perfect, closer to a failure I'm not who you want me to be I don't know what you expect out of me I'm not a saint, I'm not a savior I'm far from perfect Pressure, it feeds my doubt And it's all becoming too much I'm losing my patience Anger I've been gone for quite some time Hanging over this hole in my heart You left me wounded and unlovable Why was your company insufferable? Losing you wasn't the hard part It was knowing it cannot be undone I compare everyone to you Love is just a feeling that made me feel used Madе me feel used I'm coping without closure As I sink lowеr than before I guess I'm hanging on But I don't love you anymore I'm coping without closer And I am lower than before I guess I'm hanging on But I can't love you anymore Closed myself off so I can attempt to heal I still ask, was it ever real, ever real? Nurse my wound, dress my self-esteem Stitch my shame as I am left unclean Don't ever ask me to stay again No longer will I be broken at your expense

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026