Vol.V The Hurt Collection

Twist the rage Twist the rage Snap me back into place Pull back the skin Tear the mask and break it in I'm a sinner unhinged Face away from mistakes ’Cause I know how I've lived, bite to break skin Twist the rage, feel the guilt, and pull the pin Anticipate the change The fear and let it in Seething inside a shell My body's a corpse My minds my own hell Twist the rage Snap me back into place Pull back the skin Tear the mask and break it in Twist the rage Snap me back into place Pull back the skin Tear the mask and break it in Fuck Convulsing, I can’t feel a thing Screaming, but nobody hears me And nobody gives a shit I can't pretend as I shed this skin That I'd be worth saving You get what you give Twist the rage Snap me back in place Pull back the skin Tear the mask and break it in I'm a sinner unhinged Face away from mistakes 'Cause I know how I've lived, bite to break skin Twist the rage, feel the guilt, and pull the pin Rage

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Fuck I'm a sinner Keep my soul I'd love nothing more Than to see you get exposed I am no longer your excuse You've got a love lost on me And I won't take pity on you You've done your damage You've seen me bleed Now it's my turn To take back what you took from me All that's left is disdain and regret I'll never forgive you Second chances are dead Trust is a poison That's burned me at both ends Fuck you and fuck everything you've ever said You're a sorry excuse for a man I don't care what you losе or care what you do (So give a fuck about you) One day you'll gеt yours They'll all know the truth Soon everyone will get to know the real you Carve the cravings Shift the blame Strike the match With you in frame To take a look at what you've made What I became A product of pain Take a look at what you've made Tried to tell you what they did to me Tried to tell you what they made me do Orphaned Left for dead, fuck So fuck you It feels like im never gonna make it out 20 years with a gun to my head So might as well pull the fucking trigger And make my world a better place But not before I fucking take you with me Eat shit mother fucker

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Wish you could feel what I feel Step into my shoes Pull the skin from my bones And feel the guilt that grows The heart that beats Out of synch, the blood that I bleed Wish you could feel what I feel Step into my shoes Pull the skin from my bones And feel the guilt that grows The heart that beats Out of synch, the blood that I bleed Maybe once I was scared of you But someday soon you'll be scared of me One day you'll ache like I do You'll break like I did And choke on the things you've said Resent yourself for the things that you've done Resent yourself for the things you've done I wish you could feel what I feel Step into my shoes Pull the skin from my bones And feel the guilt that grows The heart that beats Out of synch, the blood that I bleed Wish you could feel what I feel Step into my shoes Pull the skin from my bones And feel the guilt that grows The heart that beats Out of synch, the blood that I bleed I've worn my heart on my sleeve Why'd I expose it just to let it bleed What's left to say? All you did was take You loved to watch me suffocate I've worn my heart on my sleeve Why'd I expose it just to let it bleed What's left to say? All you did was take You loved to watch me suffocate No more forgiveness, watch it all cave in I want you to get it, to live it, to breathe it all in Exist in my head for just a few seconds And resent yourself for the things you've done

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Deprivation Desperation Wishing for some separation I am nothing I am somewhere else I’m not supposed to be All I have is hate beside me All I feel is hate inside me Rage - I let it fester Blister inside my brain Fathoming the senseless Hitched to the insane Liberate the madness That I feel every day Like a bullet to a gun Load me in the chamber And watch them all run If I’m being honest I have had enough Of crooked smiles and clenched teeth You all love to say things that you don't mean Two-faced bullshit, I’m so sick of it Maybe one day you’ll get your fucking throat slit All bark no bite, you’re so tough It’s not my fault someone never loved you enough Every day I feel nothing My burden to bare Some days I don’t mind it The hell is always there Sometimes I wish everything would go away People all around me but I'm alone in decay And it's safe to say I'll be gone any day Bite down on the 9 then die in misery What is it inside me that feels so fucking broken? I take one step forward and two steps back into the fire Desperation for the connotation of my desire I can't take anymore deprivation I'm looking for some separation Every day I feel nothing My burden to bare Some days I don’t mind it The hell is always there Starve the hunger Feed the vice I’ll do just about anything to survive Starve the hunger Feed the vice Anything to keep myself alive All I have is hate

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Holding onto me like you do The feeling is lost so tell me what do you want? Holding on tightly the thought I might break Away from this stranger I slip away Split at the end There's red in my reflection Crave to feed the anticipation The chaos that thrives inside my mind Blind to the rage, it feels like a high An itch you can’t see That takes over quickly An episode that shifts me That controls me, that kills me Twist in Cloud my judgment As it fucking sets in Like poison The blade digs deep It cuts through me And I know You just wanna see me bleed Spiral down And I'll cave in I'm falling out And you can’t stop it Bound by blood When will it be enough It's taking its course I let it in Everything at once Still wasn't enough Numb that's all I am Begging to be loved Bound by blood When will it be enough It's taking its course I let it in Everything at once Still wasn't enough Numb that's all I am Begging to be loved Holding onto me like you do The feeling is lost so tell me what do you want? Holding on tightly the thought I might break Away from this stranger I slip away

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Put the flowers by the bed Lay my bones to rest So long - goodnight Leave my body grotesque Someone you loathe Wishing you the best You hated my existence Don't speak of my death Put the flowers by the bed Lay my bones to rest So long - goodnight Leave my body grotesque For those that hear me I have one last request Keep the circle small And leave out all thе rest Will my soul survive at my own funeral? Will I go to hеll just based on morals alone? So many questions that I'll never know I guess death is approaching This is life through a window Let's get one thing straight Even in my grave I won't forgive you Or all of your mistakes I won't be there to listen And I promise I won't care I promise I won't I'm rolling at the thought Of you caring when I'm gone 'Cause when I was alive You only treated me wrong Don't beg for forgiveness From all of your mistakes I'll take all of my resentment To my fucking grave Put the flowers by the bed Lay my bones to rest So long - goodnight Leave my body grotesque Someone you loathe Wishing you the best You hated my existence Don't speak of my death Doubt just always blooms Fear is hard to lose I've had this pain in my chest To remind me of my abuse Fear is all that bloomed Doubt is hard to move Exhaustion fills my chest And pain reminds me that I'm screwed I've tried hard to forget Everything that you said But fuck it and fuck you Nothing matters when we're all dead We'll see who will get the last laugh I'm still doomed to finish last

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Why do I feel so broken, yet so numb? One day I’m wallowing in self-pity The next I’m hurting the ones that I love Eyes red throats dry Depression kills for yet another night Every day I dissociate I’ve found peace in my anger and ice in my veins Fatigue weighs heavy on my mind Like a poison that hollows out my insides Every part of me is turning cold Please just freeze my soul Eyes red, throats dry Depression kills for yet another night Every day I dissociate I’ve found peace in my anger And ice in my veins Where do you draw the line? Everything's built in a casket Everything goes to die It’s a cycle, we repeat A bitter pill that kills you till you sleep I find it harder to and harder to breathe Knowing you have to feel everyone who fucking leaves To feel life’s lonely disease Life is a lonely disease Why do I feel so broken yet so numb? One day I’m wallowing in self-pity The next I’m hurting the ones that I love Eyes red throats dry The pressure kills for yet another night Every day I dissociate I’ve found peace in my anger And ice in my veins Where do you draw the line? Everything's built in a casket Everything goes to die It’s a cycle we repeat It's a cycle we repeat A bitter pill that kills you till you sleep Where do you draw the line? Everything goes to die

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

Where is the dissonance To lull me to my bed The duality of suffering And opposition to mend We sentence ourselves to death Scheming to fake our best We shell off all integrity and anything left People are a plague Ungrateful, impatient, and selfish displays You see the same shit every day, repeated mistakes Abusive behavior behind that face thеy display Basking in a shallow pool of bittiness and disdain Nobody cares who they hurt in thе process They just want something to talk about And at the end of the day Everyone just wants to save themselves Hell bent on corruption Addicted to the wealth Anyway we can get it Anyone to push down We're out for blood Flesh in pound for pound The system is made to burn you And they'll take any amount Vermin. We're rodents Simply fighting for scraps It's a rat race in this world They pull the strings and laugh When do you say "enough is enough" Gut the fucking masses And pull the fucking plug Kill them off Kill them off Kill them off Kill them off Kill them off

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

I have said goodbye a thousand times It never seems to feel right I've gazed in your eyes When I close mine I see your face And I wait up all night Screaming in a void that never answers me When I say I wish I could see you again And it'll always kill me Knowing all that time We let slip without batting an eye Without knowing life's passing you by And I don't wanna lose anyone else I'm sick of dragging that hurt around I hang on every sentence Every moment is precious spent with the people I love I can't exist in the present moment I know what's beyond the bend I'm pessimistic when I look ahead At the future reality sets in Waiting for that pin to fall And loss to crush me evermore Screaming into a void That never answers me (That never answers me) I don't wanna lose anyone else (anyone else) I'm sick of dragging the hurt around Why is it always bad news That rolls off the tongue Am I supposed to grieve till I'm numb? I can't exist in the present moment I know what's beyond the bend I'm pessimistic when I look ahead Reality is setting in Sing me to sleep Another night hard to breathe Why couldn't it be me? When I come to visit, it'll be a grave site Where I'll see your name carved up alongside stone Silence it speaks volumes More than words can say I froze when I learned you died today I feel so helpless, I feel so guilty An ambulance is taking your body And the morgue awaits reports for the autopsy You didn't deserve this You didn't deserve this

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

I can feel the decay This disease pulling me apart In every direction Wishing I can speak Instead I just disregard Suffocate me - set me free Inside I am so weak Attending to wounds That nobody sees - screaming internally Lack of sleep, loss of cartilage in my knees Afraid to worry those around me And add insult to injury Apathy and aggression Bogged down by despondency Co dependent to cynicism Caused by these discrepancies I'll dance around the subject To avoid killing the mood Numb myself like I did beforе With what I can And say it's not so bad I'll dance around the subject To avoid killing thе mood Numb myself like I did before With what I can And say it's not so bad I can feel myself wither My body's on a short leash Swelled lungs and blood shot eyes I'm begging just to breathe Sick of the medication My life's tied to a machine And I can say that I'm not lonely But loneliness is killing me I can feel myself wither My body's on a short leash Swelled lungs and blood shot eyes I'm begging just to breathe Sick of the medication My life's tied to a machine And I can say that I'm not lonely But loneliness is killing me

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026

I find myself coming back to old habits Self-destruction pulls me in It breathes new life for a few seconds Then quickly makes you feel like you're drowning But that brief moment is what's addicting That causes you to relapse Time stops for a minute And you feel freed from things in your past And you're not thinking of the aftermath You're looking to escape Anything to get away I know it well and I wish didn't, I wish didn't Over time I became co dependent To the feeling of feeling nothing To a substance that one day might kill me And maybe one day I might carе Being broken is the sеcond nature And I'm no stranger to feeling empty And lonely in my twenties Although my wounds have healed That pain still sticks, and anything can trigger it I'm still a fucking mess Why do we rush into this? Why do we say it'll get better if it doesn't? 'Cause it hasn't Hanging at my funeral Didn't think it was my time to go Guess I'll die alone Thinking about the hurt Burn it, burn it, burn it, I don't even want it anymore Tired of this curse The ones you love will always leave Dying in the flame The ones you love will always leave Buried me while I sleep

Submitted by Finntroll — Feb 22, 2026