Exquisite Suffering
Thoughts of you reoccur long after death, I still remember when you took your last breath A death I couldn't save you from, days filled with regret Soon i will have to learn the longterm effects, visions of you still cross my mind If you were here you'd still be mine, reality of the situation is that you still had time A death you couldn’t save yourself from, afterlife filled with regret Soon you will have to learn, an eternal punishment of debt Why did you have to leave me? Up above you look down on me Watch as I mourn you helplessly, watching in silence my suffering You'll will never truly know, how much i could've given Your deaths guilt falls onto me, I will never be forgiven Why? Now soon I suffer your own doings, my mind is plagued With the memory of when you were mine, I can't change a thing Wish things couldve stayed the same, all this time has passed Now condemned, you are just a memory of my past
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 04, 2026
Split apart, fragile body, torn limb from limb, shredded apart at a high rate Stay still as I piece together your face, all desires in your hands Pain and pleasures it holds, hooks that rip apart with no mercy Their crave for blood, its steel cold, a death one can't escape Forced to pay for your curiosity, no tears, please, for its a waste of good suffering Come forth, succumb, become one with the blood, flesh formed from the freshly killed Waiting for my resurrection, blasphemous yet holy, killing will bring you back to me The more blood spilled puts thy flesh on my bones, the shell of a man Now grows cold, lifeless but living, an outrage against human nature An affair worth killing for, a return long awaited, the presence I am needing I have returned in a new way deviant bleeding, brought back from the dead My new flesh is gleaming, almost complete blood at my feet I need more of this bleeding, whore to the thought of it, exquisite suffering
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 04, 2026
Scouring this plane of a wretched existence, the stench of death here smells so different Comforted and dazed, I notice something in the distance Something evils lurks here, coexistent, emerging from the darkness Spores of a delicate membrane burst under my foots weight Its infectious clouds now shall infiltrate, my life is out of my control Inhaled death, a liе covered with thorns, I lay dead, my cеlls become less of mine And now more of theirs unconsciously, by the second I become more ravenous Infectious rampage, I tear through the weak, my mind now gone survival’s all i seek I can only hope to scream, DNA destruction, body rejects self, mortal malfunction My mind is now theirs to control, their body taken form a monstrosity in whole
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 04, 2026
Something in me growing quickly, crawling in me, every inch covered with this sensation Ripping, tearing, throughout my flesh, I'm overwhelmed with the pain Limbs experience tissue death, I wish to feel nothing, resisting the scream I'm trying my best till im reduced to nothing, I'm forced to experience it, minutes on minutes turn to hours Mentally ripping myself apart, distorted beyond belief, my body soon contorts Bugs crawling within me, wishing for it to end quickly Forced to еndure this torment, I can't take no morе I still feel them crawling, my body's now grown sore Crawling in and out of me, I have become their nest, still they crawl in me My body looks un-humanly mangled, infestation, breeding devastation Rotting, spawning as I’m paralyzed, their scent grows from inside I have become their nest, eating through my lungs and pancreas The pain, excruciating, a vermin infestation, a rapid influx taking control of my mind Every inch covered with this sensation till I'm reduced to a lifeless piece Rotting, spawning, as I'm paralyzed, their scent grows from inside Drowned in a vermin sin, I am torn from within
Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 04, 2026