Suicide Notes

These are the final days You laugh look around get that smile right off your face There now you need to see more proof Look past your everyday begin to see the truth So here we are How did it get this far? I know it all too well This may not be hell See the world has run aground But the rats all stay aboard As the ship goes down Now we've got what we deserve Life sentence ruined world our destiny to serve So here we are How did it get this far? I know it all too well This may not be hell Hell yeah, I had a waking dream I lived it over and over and over Hell yeah, been shaken from my sleep And now it's over, it's over, it's over

Submitted by The Void — Apr 24, 2025

On a mission many a year Single minded nothing to fear I'd like to make one thing so clear You don't want to get caught between the gears This engine never dies Overloaded this thing nearly flies All those stories you thought they were lies Overlook it and you're in for a big surprise I feel the anger, feed the reaction I feel the anger, feeding my engine I know just what to do I'll aim my engine right at you It's my machine and it runs on pain You don't drive it, it drives you insane Don't really know what I hope to gain Tears me apart and it puts me back together again Living dream, where I've been My machine, it's a trip like you've never seen I feel the anger, feed the reaction I feel the anger, feeding my engine I know just what to do I'll aim my engine right at you

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 24, 2025

If I told you what's inside of your mind Would you face it or tell me that I'm being unkind Can you see just how your instincts are ruling your head Do you know that if you follow them you're soon to end up dead There is more to us than I'll kill you before you can kill me It's there in each of us I know it's here inside of me I know fear way down deep I smell fear, fresh meat I'm not like you I use what's in my head I think I know which side comes out ahead I think Anger bringing you down like an animal Crawling around on the ground I see you hanging there another helpless piece of meat Unthinking empty head for all the other animals to eat They smell your fear rabid dogs nipping at your feet They will tear you down Your brainless head will taste so sweet I know fear way down deep I smell fear, fresh meat I'm not like you I use what's in my head I think I know which side comes out ahead I think In your mind you draw that line Are you gonna shine or will you flatline Which side, you decide Is it a gift, a curse, or is it something worse A weapon, a tool, you a hero or a fool I know fear way down deep I smell fear, fresh meat I'm not like you I use what's in my head I think I know which side comes out ahead I think

Submitted by Finntroll — Apr 24, 2025

I know you don't like what you see Who do you want me to be? I don't wanna know, I don't really care I could've been more like you But that was the wrong thing to do I'm living a life that you wouldn't dare I could take you there Think you know me my friend Guess again Think you know where I am Guess again Don't follow me down underground Turned my back on all I knew I walked away from all that wasn't true Everything I left behind I moved ahead to see what I might find You don't like my find Think you know me my friend Guess again Think you know where I am Guess again Don't follow me down underground

Submitted by johnmansley — Apr 24, 2025

Holding on to anger Holding on to hate A lifetime of misery my fate Now I have been at war for ages The war drags ever on Deep inside the battle rages On and on and on Negative obsession No, it never dies Let the flag of hate forever fly And when I plant the seeds of hatred They grow up strong and proud You can almost hear them screaming Scream out loud Blood is boiling over Eats me up inside I won't let it overcome my pride Now I have been at war for ages The war drags ever on Deep inside the battle rages On and on and on I didn't ask for your apology It don't mean a goddamned thing to me I won't forget just what you did to me Not forgiven, not forgotten I can't forgive I just can't let it be Not forgiven, not forgotten Oh how I love to hate Now about my attitude I don't know what to say Just can't seem to make it go away And when I plant the seeds of hatred They grow up strong and proud You can almost hear them screaming Scream out loud I didn't ask for your apology It don't mean a goddamned thing to me I won't forget just what you did to me Not forgiven, not forgotten I can't forgive I just can't let it be Not forgiven, not forgotten Oh how I love to hate

Submitted by The Void — Apr 24, 2025

I am imperfect I am broken inside I am incomplete I need something, something I try to remember I try to forget Too much on my mind Too much I regret Can't find my mind I try to keep those loose ends tied up Keep from falling through those cracks Before I know it I am Heading down the wrongway track Sometimes the things I lean on to help me They don't they only destroy what I am I'll get my head together if I can All those missing pieces Jigsaw man I'm not the person that you see Altered my personality I'm not the man I was before Just a little more I was imperfect I was broken inside I was incomplete Needed something, something I tried to remember I tried to forget Too much in my mind Too much I'll get my head together if I can All those missing pieces Jigsaw man

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 24, 2025

Why do you stray from the shadows? Why do you hide from the unknown? You might find yourself in there What is it that you're afraid of? Or is it that you're ashamed of? Something buried long ago You don't know where Is it who you are or what you were? Is it your past or your future? Is it who you've become today? Who do you see in the mirror? Think on it hard It's getting clearer Now it's caught you Can't run away Spirits haunt you Excorsize Can't even see through your own lies What is your horror made of? What is it you're afraid of? Are you too paralyzed to see That there's another way to be? What's your nightmare? Face yourself, eye to eye Face your fear, fear will die Spirits haunt you Excorsize Can't even see through your own lies What is your horror made of? What is it you're afraid of? Are you too paralyzed to see That there's another way to be? What's your nightmare?

Submitted by Iron_Wraith — Apr 24, 2025

This track is instrumental.

Is this song not instrumental?

Now I got his feeling I'm the only one's who's real I can't imagine how you feel The way the world has taught me Shoot your way to the end 'Til there's no one left to defend This mean's you my friend Turn to run, grab the gun Don't let life get in your way Take a breath, kiss of death Aim the gun and fire away In my hand the answer To anything in my way There's really nothing left to say As I pat your back on the target Tell you useful lies As I look you right in the eye Ready, aim, bulls eye Turn to run, grab the gun Don't let life get in your way Take a breath, kiss of death Aim the gun and fire away

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 24, 2025

I say this world is slowly winding down I say we burn it all Right down to the ground Deconstruct, it's time Reconstruct in time I see this road is finally reaching the end I see tearing it down and starting again Through years of growing like a cancer And clinging like a curse We finally found the answer And it couldn't be much worse We're on a downward spiral We'll ride it to the ground It's time to go It's time to start the tear down I know it's time to learn how to disappear I know that we were never meant to be here Through years of growing like a cancer And clinging like a curse We finally found the answer And it couldn't be much worse We're on a downward spiral We'll ride it to the ground It's time to go It's time to start the tear down Chaos would do this tired old world some good Eons she'll rebuild without us like she should Through years of growing like a cancer And clinging like a curse We finally found the answer And it couldn't be much worse We're on a downward spiral We'll ride it to the ground It's time to go It's time to start the tear down

Submitted by Immortal — Apr 24, 2025