Ugly

„Tell me what you think I don’t want to hear I’ve got this masterplan for the next few years Kill a little time maybe kill a few beers Wash away my hopes along with my fears” Dreams lies one and the same Realize your big chance never came Dream and lie find someone to blame Real life you don’t wanna play Frozen as you feel the terror of the real The jolt of the true is just too much for you Rude awakening they can be very ugly things Time will come for you to search your soul Maybe you’ll find out that you’re not so bold Life’s too rough left you out in the cold Try to get a grip fool try to grab a hold Dreams lies one and the same Realize your big chance never came Dream and lie find someone to blame Real life you don’t wanna play No this is not a drill no scheme to test your will You don’t get it do ya ? Just stand there as they screw ya Rude awakening they can be very ugly things Rude awakening they can be very ugly things (wake up) Somebody screaming “someone help me” Sounding echoes in the empty No one answers no one’s there none come running No one cares Addicted to your apathetic ways Kept you at the bottom the bottom’s where you’ll stay Suspended animation locked inside your head Will it be any different when you are really dead ? Show me the future am I afraid ? Is this what I was given or what I’ve made ? I watch what I say I watch what I feel Yeah I’m alright but I’m no big deal Head’s on straight so I know what is real Hard earned glory too easy to steal Frozen as you feel the terror of the real The jolt of the true is just too much for you Rude awakening they can be very ugly things Rude awakening they can be very ugly things

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Nov 12, 2025

Tear down who I was before Tear down feelings at the core Sold me lies right before my eyes I won’t buy them anymore You’ve taken my trust (the enemy) Pounded it into dust (the enemy) Now I’ve started to see (the enemy) You look to me like the enemy True or false are you friend or foe ? True or false I have to know Thought I knew you saw through Want to see your true colors show (The enemy) You’ve taken my trust (The enemy) Pounded it into dust (The enemy) Now I’ve started to see (The enemy) My enemy They tell you “Know your enemy” It took me much too long to see You built the perfect gleaming lie that I deny You swim uncharted waters in shark infested seas The next thing you know your legs end at the knees You’re lying down with dogs You’re waking up with fleas You couldn’t wouldn’t see The forest for the trees liar Now that I feel I’ve found all that I fear I need one more simple truth to appear Did I willingly forbid myself to see Hearing what I wanted what I needed to hear (The enemy) You’ve taken my trust (The enemy) Pounded it into dust (The enemy) Now I’ve started to see (The enemy) My enemy

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 24, 2025

Sweat dripping down from my face Contemplating my relevance Worthlessness disgrace Realization has made me sad My idiosyncracies are yours No reactions are of my own I fight a battle inside myself Tortured by the constant Longing to be whole like you My core is the mangled elf How is it everybody else can have their own beliefs ? Why is it no one else suffers from this emptiness ? Tried to offer my own ideas But the threat of disapproval had terrified me No more my soul I will reveal You don’t know it but I see you You don’t know it but I know you You don’t know it but I sense your essence and suck it in You don’t know it but I am you I’ve found that people need themselves Mutual agreement comforts them Without it they’re in my cell Perhaps in that way I do help I’m the catalyst that will allow your peace But who helps me from this hell ? You don’t know it but I see you You don’t know it but I know you I don’t want to disappear At times it works out well I gain a personality I desire Briefly out of my hell And as I venture away and towards another case My automatic defense is strangling me Color change takes place I’m on a leash owned by who I’m with Thrown around in circles My emotions are changing fast Confused I’m losing my grip You don’t know it but I see you You don’t know it but I know you You don’t know it but I sense your essence and suck it in You don’t know it but I am you Chameleon

Submitted by Dahmers Fridge — Apr 24, 2025

I have arrived I am alive I have survived I know what you’ve been told I’m here to save you from that lie Life’s mysteries explained away for centuries False prophets hide you from the truth I am the one who made the earth and the sun Allow me to supply you with the truth I breathe fire Live for me I breathe fire Die for me Lies they practice to deceive Lies you happily believe Lies you gave and they received The answer’s here at last I know you all must be relieved Locked inside your head until the day that you are dead Heaven’s great rewards all lie in wait Little do you know that when it’s time for you to go Half of you they won’t let through the gate I breathe fire Live for me I breathe fire Die for me Out with the old lies in with the new Spellbound watching sparks fly Little man speak with forked tongue I’ve been to hell it’s not so bad I see these religions just a fad I know my lies are bigger than you’ve had The way you look for truth inside a myth is really sad Please form a line and kindly empty out your mind Forget the other lies that you have sworn I am here to save you all as long as you behave Who will be the first to be reborn ? I breathe fire Live for me I breathe fire Die for me I breathe fire Live for me I breathe fire Die for me

Submitted by Sexy Gargoyle — Apr 24, 2025

You file through my world throwing popcorn and beer With hatred so blind that it’s all I ever hear Everyday hundreds are welcomed inside To point at me laugh at me question my pride But if I were to show up on your doorstep tonight Would you open your door ? Would you let me inside ? Enter and see nature’s misery Enter and feed sick curiosity Come inside and behold as horrors unfold Enter and see nature’s misery I’ve played in your game long enough From the sorrowful day of my birth But my god in heaven above says “The freaks shall inherit the earth” I’m the missing link between the real world and yours The ugliness you hide from behind your locked doors Seeing me makes you feel safe and secure You go home and thank heaven it’s not you or yours I am labeled a monster though I am your brother Look away from me there’ll always be another… Enter and see nature’s misery Enter and feed sick curiosity Come inside and behold as horrors unfold Enter and see nature’s misery Was this all destiny’s intent ? To live my tortured life in this tent ? It’s a roll of the dice you see That’s seperating you from me One or more of me in your family tree Look into the mirror for the enemy not me Feel my pain It’s the words that we speak that make a man a freak The attitude the ignorance the reasons that we seek Feel my pain

Submitted by MetalElf — Apr 24, 2025

This track is instrumental.

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Dripping onto their tongues flowing into their lungs Quenching soulless bloodthirst up and down their throats Growing fat and bloating filled up to exploding Throwing up your fluid drinking up again Suffering is so slow watching our own blood flow Hearts are pumping fluid from the very core Leave us hanging as we pour ourselves out unto the floor Need to suck heart and soul have none of their own And the blood flow begins in the blood in the flood And we can never be drained in the blood in the flood Rows of dripping cattle hang ripe and ready for the fang Filed and defiled re-filed numbered without name Feeding on the innocent pure of heart of intent Years drain out of us like water from a tap And the blood flow begins in the blood in the flood And we can never be drained in the blood in the flood Dreaming of an open vein giving them what they crave Spraying crimson on the walls walls forever stained We will bleed forever a tidal wave unleashed Washing them away drowning in their greed Our blood is sour but revenge is sweet Maybe the blood that they drown in be their own Droplets raining in the roads pools overflowing blood To rivers grow rivers oceans of blood Blood

Submitted by Corpse Grinder — Apr 24, 2025

Thought I left this all behind I was there again today Seemed a thousand years ago and a million miles away Suddenly I lost it all it was real I swear Somewhere out there warfare Now it feels like hell in my head I’m a one man army Always fighting with my mind I hold the past at bay Secret wars in a private hell more and more they come each day Memory reality they’ve become one and the same Somewhere out there warfare Now it feels like hell in my head I’m a one man army I got hell in my hand I’m a one man army The war within me never felt so real The war will win me too hard to conceal All the horrors of warfare I just couldn’t believe Once you’ve lived there you will never leave It’s coming to me now it won’t be long It’s gonna take me back where I belong I see the enemy all around seems like they’re everywhere A panic builds inside my gut but my mission remains clear Take them all out one by one ‘til the last man falls Somewhere out there warfare Now it feels like hell in my head I’m a one man army I got hell in my hand I’m a one man army

Submitted by BloodShrine — Apr 24, 2025

Thrown into this room so long ago Seems I’ve lost track of the time Exactly where I am I do not know This is their homeland not mine Thrown down your hands bound make not a sound Food and water scarce if anything Little english spoken here It’s hard to remember anything Before this constant state of fear It’s too late accept your fate deteriorate They manipulate the truth I’m a lost forgotten soul They say I’ll end my life here in this hole They’re pushing these ideas into my head But I don’t hear a thing I know I’m already Agents of the free turn your backs to me Freedom I await the day In my heart I hold a hope that tears my soul Spirit in decay It’s getting harder every night To summon up the will to fight To those of us who chose to forget them: How can we constantly refuse to go get them ? I don’t believe a filthy stinking word they’ve said to me I don’t believe my family thinks this is the end of me I don’t believe my country won’t attempt to rescue me I don’t believe a word no Agents of the free turn your backs to me Freedom I await the day In my heart I hold a hope that tears my soul Spirit in decay Those at home no doubt sleep well Worlds away from this living hell

Submitted by VladTheImpaler666 — Apr 24, 2025

On parole out of the hole a free man once again A law was passed you’re out so fast laws were made to bend Twisted brain feels no pain the system could not mend Time to reap what otheres sow a predator you ascend Criminal frustration building up inside Rehabilitation a drop against the tide Social deviation societal suicide your twisted mind Locked away in a tomb for a while Committing your crimes with a dead man’s smile My time is here barely a year a temporary stall I was a slave I learned to behave In the end I fooled them all People’s fear that put me here those people seem so small I am reborn forever sworn to make those people crawl Criminal frustration building up inside Rehabilitation a drop against the tide Social deviation societal suicide your twisted mind Back from the dead resurrection style Committing your crimes with a dead man’s smile Where’s your mommy ? Where’s your daddy ? I won’t hurt you have some candy

Submitted by Grave666 — Apr 24, 2025

No emotion here vague sensation: Fear One thought loud and clear: No one gets near See the cold stare but look past Peel away the false face mask Ironclad the die has been cast Ran away until today the man who was is gone Human flesh safe warm weather every storm Watch this man transform watch his face deform Pounded into shape altered inner landscape Twisted head mind rape Now you see machinery is all there is to me Is all that’s left of me Today is dreadnaut day I can see the only way Is dreadnaut day chew you up spit you out Now get the hell out of my way You’ve given up control of your fate Now you are what you hate Step aside Gone spark will to be all humanity Destined now to be a one way machine Self destruction mode deliver payload Time bomb snap explode Now you see machinery is all there is to me Is all that’s left of me Today is dreadnaut day I can see the only way Is dreadnaut day chew you up spit you out Now get the hell out of my way

Submitted by NecroGod — Apr 24, 2025