My Illness

I feel myself, so alive..<br/> Surrounded by grief, I will die in pain.<br/> Accepted my end with eyes wide open.<br/> This pain is real.<br/> These tears are real.<br/> I feel...<br/> My life slip away...<br/> I embrace this life, ''I hate this life''<br/> Cursed, from the day I was born.<br/> I hate you...<br/> I spit on you...<br/> I hate you...<br/> I hate you.<br/> Lost in the dark and yet i am walking the light.<br/> Confused I am, it makes me sick.<br/> Confused, I remain.

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026

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Deep into my heart I can feel it burn.<br/> My soul can't take it any longer.<br/> ''Its shattering...''<br/> <br/> Collapsing beauty from the inside.<br/> Strength is the only key I have<br/> <br/> I can't see the goodness of my life.<br/> Why does this happen I don't know.<br/> Here I am, all by myself.<br/> Waiting for an answer that brings me joy.

Submitted by Nargaroth — Jun 18, 2026